-she leans against the wall her hands in fists as she tried to take a couple of deep breaths, feeling someone hold her head she looks up and notices it was you, she opens her mouth to say something but closes it right back up when she sees the look on your face, she followed him up until they reached the garden and sat on the floor, unsure of what to do she just sat on the ground next to him,her eyes lights up when you talk about the stars, it being the very thing that helps her calm down when shes feeling upset- why would you destroy everything near you and kill innocent people?, why were you so angry?….what exactly are you? -she couldn’t help but wonder about these things and before she ever knew what she was saying all the questions just rolled out of her mouth-
-she slowly shook her head- Im sorry you don’t have to answer that -she looked up at the stars and took a deep breath and exhaling a smile appearing on her face- thank you for bringing me here, its just what I needed, -she looks over and gives you a small smile- I understand what you mean about the stars -she leans back on the palms of her hands looking back up at the sky- for me I love the night sky -her smiles fades a little- I never really got to see it before I came here. I like looking at the stars, they make it seem like all the problems we have here are so small compared to everything that’s up there
-he turns to see the girl and gives her a gentle smile- I’m a demon -he says and looks up to the sky again- So that’s what I do, y’know? That’s what we were made for. -he shrugs a little and sighs- Right after I did whatever I was told to do or whatever my instinct told me to do, I’d fall into my senses and explode. I often felt like an idiot once I started to remember what I did to all those people, and I somehow ended up destroying everything around me in an attempt to get rid of that feeling of guilt. Obviously, that didn’t work, so when I realized what I did again, it was when I remebered the stars and so I went around looking for a night sky filled with stars…
-he closes his eyes and lies down again on the floor, his arms folded under his head- I was really hoping this could help you, and I’m glad you find the same kind of relief in the stars, too -he says, a small smile on his lips- I guess you should’ve seen my face the first time I saw the stars. I think that was the happiest moment in my life, really.
It’s been a week since he joined the academy and since he met some people that he considered highly amusing and interesting. But it has been also a week since he was paired with this girl in order to share room. He had never shared a room before, so this was a whole new experience for him, but he was slowly adjusting to the bubbly and energetic personality of his roommate, Rian.
They were both very opposite, but they somehow managed to live peacefully. They shared the chores in the room, they should clean their own side of the room; they cooked an occasional meal for the other… Though Luhan never really cooked before, so most of the time it was Rian explaining him what to do. He could really say he was getting along just fine with his roommate, and he was feeling really excited about it. Even though Rian talked a lot and Luhan most of the time just nodded and kept in silence, the girl managed to pull out some good laughs from the male.
He wasn’t yet sure if the girl considered him her friend, but he kinda did. He wasn’t sure what you should do in order to consider someone your friend— do you have to ask them? Like when someone asks another person out? Something like, would you be my friend? That thought really confused him, because he really needed to know if Rian considered him her friend or not.
Luhan walked up to his room’s door, and inserted the key as he thought about his entire day of classes and of how tired and sleepy he was. He opened the door and walked into the quiet room. He slightly frowned. The room was hardly ever quiet. Maybe Rian was asleep? He sighed and dropped his backpack and kicked it away from the door, walking up to the kitchen and grabbing a can of coke. He dropped his keys in the nearest table and he leaned his back against a wall as he drank of his coke.
“Rian?” He called. He hadn’t yet turned around to see the beds, but it was too quiet even for the girl to be sleeping -she often talked during her sleep. He left the half-empty can on the counter and wondered what was his roommate doing that seemed so suspicious.
my brain: I GOOOT YOUUUU UNDER MY SKIIIN
me: oh god, not now…
-she shakes her head and stands up- I wish he would of just lied to me, I wish he would of just set me up, I wish he would of never came to my house -she quickly turns around so you wouldnt see the tears in her eyes, mentally freaking out because of her outbust and afraid she said to much- I-I g-gotta g-go -she walks out of the room and down the hallway trying to catch her breath finding it hard to breath-
-he just stares at the girl blankly, hearing her speak and noticing how her eyes seem to sparkle with water. Once she leaves, he stays there, sitting in the same spot, his eyes fixed in the water of the pool. He chuckles softly and stands up slowly, following the way in which the girl left just some minutes ago. He finds her against a wall, so he just walks towards her and holds her hand, pulling gently of her. He just gives her a look that says that she should follow him. He takes her out of the building, and takes her to a garden. He lets her hand go, sits down on the floor and lies down, his eyes on the sky. He gives the girl a pure smile before speaking- There’s one thing I love about Earth, and that is, the stars -he mumbles and points out to the sky that was filled with stars-
You see… -he mumbles, feeling weird about the whole thing he was doing because he never really talked about this with absolutely anyone- Whenever I came up here to do whatever I was told to do, I would always end up being absorbed by rage and hatred and wrath, and I would really destroy everything near me… And when I felt like I couldn’t breathe anymore, and that I was about to do worse things, I walked out of wherever it was that I was, and looked up, and saw the stars. -he looks at the girl and smiles gently- And I regret doing what I have done before. You see, killing innocent people is something that haunts you during your entire lifetime. And even though it doesn’t really bothers me that much, there are times in which I really regret being what I am. -he sighs and sits down- But, when I feel tired and about to destroy everything, this -he points to the stars- helped me to clear my mind. I thought you might need it, so…
-she laughs dryly- my only regret was actually believing him -she mumbles under her breath, she slowly shakes her head and her knees to her chest wrapping her arms around them almost as if protecting herself- It can’t be fixed, It can never be fixed -she frowns as she beings to think about it again- whats done is done
Oh -he says right after he hears the word him. He chuckles at himself under his breath. I should’ve guessed…- Y’know… A lot of people did the same mistake with me, too -he says in a sigh, running his hand through his hair- You… Can’t blame yourself for that… I mean, you couldn’t actually know he was going to lie to you…
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